Hallo .. this be William .. I be focal aware of all my six types of seizures since I be a wee lad old enough to be aware .. always I see .. hear .. feel .. remember all of them .. even though most of my seizures be nocturnal .. whilst I be sleeping .. they be as dreams to me .. and as with most dreams .. when I awaken I oft be losing the memory .. and there be some .. such as those I have because of LTL ictal asystole.. that I would rather not remember .. this include the banshee scream aura that precedes tonic clonic seizure I suffer in daytime .. and after that awful scream I know only too well where I be going .. into a dark swirling nothingness .. I can be seeing .. feeling .. hearing nothing at first .. and then I be as a lad trapped in a vegetative state .. unable to move in any way .. I cannot talk .. and what i do hear is garbled .. and what I do see is shadowy .. shapes moving .. yet out of my reach .. finally I hear the voice of my dear wife speaking Gaelic to me .. and feel the gentle touch of her fingers as she take my hand in hers .. from these awful seizures it seem a blessing it would be NOT to be aware .. even so I be thankful I be this way .. as I feel when my heart stop .. I feel the suffocation of being without sir .. and I see in the shadows my wife doing the CPR that be bringing me back .. and I feel the shock as my heart restart .. and I know I be back .. and I thank God to be here .. my type of epilesy .. LTL ictal asystole.. be extremely rare .. and neurologist believe this be the reason why I be focal aware when I suffer these seizures .. hugs and prayers from William and Jen💜💙🤗🤗🕊🕊

there is such thing as having a seizure when youre aware and seeing it happening but not in control of your body movements

I used to suffer from multiple Grand maal Fits, and I sensed when they were coming on, as they were always triggered by digestive system and period pains and overheatedness, or infections caused by active bugs that I caught from other sources, such as stomach bugs, harsh colds and flu injections, plus side effects of medicine that I was tried on by many different NHS staff in England, Scotland and Northern Ireland.

Not really aware of it during the actual seizure but the closest thing to this is probably my last TC seizure. The way it played out there was only really about a 2 hr gap at most where I was unaware of what was going on but the rest of the day I still remember and I still remember it as of now.