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I am okay with all of them that come about in the course of the year, I used to stay up for new years eve, but I have not done that for a couple years now I think, and for the rest of the holidays I like as well, I like Easter and Christmas those I have significant meaning to them, I am a Catholic Christian and and Easter and Christmas are religious to me and goes with my faith in my life with, I am not perfect and do sin but those are my favorite two, and nothing against the other holidays that… read more
I have a few favorites.
Christmas , 4th of July And Halloween
Christmas thanksgiving mainly
I dread and abhor this time of year. I always have. I put on my mask and soldier through it with an ache in my chest. If I could crawl in a hole and cover myself up, you wouldn't see me from November to February. This isn't so much from epilepsy, but more from the abuse I suffered as a child. I have CPTSD from a mentally ill mother and older brother. Holidays of my youth were torture, and I'm apparently hard-wired this way from so many years of it. Yes, I see a psychologist, it helps, but there's no erasing what happened to me. The dread and ache are still there.
Christmas when I was a kid I used to go to the hospital gift shop and buy people in my family presents. I saved up my allowance and was constantly in and out of the hospital fighting epilepsy or an injury due to epilepsy. I am so thankful those times are past me.
I always consider the memories I have as a child with My Parents, Grandparents, Aunt and Uncle. Remember the tinsel on the Christmas tree and the Nativity scene under the tree with a big star above it. I love those memories 🎄
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