It sounds like you have Focal Impaired Awareness Seizures ( Complex Partial Seizures ) . I also have them. I never know when I seizure. The only way I do know , is when my family and friends witness me having one and they would alert me that I had one.

Yep,me to.

I was having emotional outbursts, repeating words, and pauses in my speech- and went looking for some physical reason- and that’s how I found out I was having temporal focal seizures.
Still really don’t know when I am having one-

I had one a few weeks ago where I had no idea I had it till my friend let me know it happened.

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