I had 4 grand mal seizures since last night. I don't know if it's real but I feel like my boyfriend is deliberately angering me. I hadn't had a seizure since January 26, not even the staring type or ones where I just drop. I have so much stress on me right now but I feel so angry and full of rage and like I don't fit in my skin. Does anyone else feel like this after seizures? Furious, crying, paranoid? I feel so totally alone. Nobody understands and I'm tired of trying..
I either get angry or tired after seizures. I usually get really angry if someone is yelling, spouting hate comments, or verbally and emotionally abusing me while I seize. Especially with the hate comments.
I get afraid from confusion. People tell me i act like a child
Yeah I get treated like a kid in school
I have seizures in school and i get really angry before and after
@A MyEpilepsyTeam Member yes I understand that. I am furious with everyone around me and especially EMTs or nurses who I find have dug their damn knuckles into my chest while I.m seizing.