I didn't just experience Epilepsy and depression. I experienced anxiety. I've seen a psychologist, psychiatrist and council to help me with Depression and anxiety. It helped me but wasn't enough.
I thoughf of killing myself but why? To pass my anxiety and depression to my family? I will not let them experience it especially because of me. I had to accept Epilepsy as part of me and focus on the positive side to be able to control my depression and anxiety. I still have it all but what can I do? Just focus on the positive side. Those illness will help you find the family, friends and partner who'll be there for you through thick or thin. I shared my story on facebook. I can give you the link.

I hope my story helped you even just a bit.

I wish we could find a counselor insurance would pay for by phone or online since I can’t drive since my drs want me to see one but none nearby and I’m not in a city

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=172...(Phone number can only be seen by the question and answer creators)
You're welcome :)
You can always speak to me. I added my email in my story

Well GOOD thing U got a family to live for, and with. I don't have that. Mine all went their own ways without looking back. And YES, PLEASE give me that link. Thank You.