Yeah I start to wonder why I haven’t honestly and sometimes when I think that and then drop my guard gran mal seizures starts happening. Usually wake up with some sort of injury whether it’s my tongue from bleeding 🩸 or I hit something hard or I tightened up hard enough. That’s kinda why I’m dedicated this video I’m trying to make for us epileptic people with seizures to get recognition more of the conditions n effects to us.

All the time. In my past according to my journal. I read it and think darn I was insecure. Or frightened.

I just feel like I’m sitting here waiting for one to happen cause that’s all I’ve known for my entire life. Obviously I don’t want to have one but it feels weird and uncomfortable when I don’t have one and I feel like that sounds stupid.

Feels like waiting on the edge of a storm but with sunny skies and warm weather.

Oh Anya I had a very long long period without seizures. To where I seriously thought I was without them. Then an event in my life happened and since I just pray that I can get control of them. But during that time without I actually forgot for awhile that I ever had seizures. And that seems weird too me now.